Today was a BAD DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today, January 25, 2008, A Friday.

I was having a good day until I got home. My neck started hurting after I was taking my mid-terms for the first and second semester of the September - January school year. But the messed up part is that when I got on the Subway at Race and Vine with my friend Jasmine my thoat started closing up one me and my head started to hurt.

the only thing I am worried about is passing the mid-terms. I think that these pains everywhere on my body is from studying for the mid-terms.

The One I can call my own

The one I can call my own ... who can he be

Can he be my best friend since I have known since the first time we had cross bridges together.

Can he be the boy I have grown up with in Elementary School.

Or maybe he is the boy next door or around the corner.

The one I can call my own is the first statement.

I wont even just say his name (YOU ALL PROBABLY KNOW HIM).

I sometimes I wonder does he even know that I have feelings for him.

Everytime I see his face and say his hame I start to blush, but everybody just wants me to hush and keep that lovey dovey stuff to myself.

But everytime I keep stuff inside that deals with LOVE to myself, The feelings that are in a bottle that resembles my heart overruns and I just start to explode and tell that MAN how I really feel.

But when you tell someone that you like them or even LOVE them, you just dont know if they like or LOVE you back.

The one I can call my own ... I hope that he reads this and have second thoughts about Me.

I hope that he understands how I really feel.